Friday, July 25, 2008

That Four Letter Word Part II

Looking back, everything was just such a blur of ecstasy.
I totally lost a concept of time; it's kinda like whenever I wasn't with her I turned myself off and crawled into one of those sleep capsules you see in science fiction movies.
I was just gone, hollow, but mostly just mentally gone.
It's like, the only time I had ever been truly who I am is when I was with her, and I couldn't be that person without her.

It was the next day and I was feeling like a little kid waiting to fling off his blankets, rush downstairs and tear open presents on Christmas Morning.
I was so nervous, but at the same time, I was so excited and the combination made me sick to my stomach; though there was no way in Hell I'd let that ruin that day.
She and her mom pulled up in their car in front of our hotel, and I clutched the bag holding the promise ring that I had sold some of my fondest possessions to buy; a white gold band, with a lab created pink sapphire heart shaped gem; it really was beautiful.
I walked out to the car and got in with them and gave her a hug.
We held hands like little kids the whole way to KMart where her mom needed to go to get something.
I couldn't help but to childishly grab her butt whenever she bent over and acted like I didn't do anything when she looked at me playfully.
We played the grab game back and forth looking at things around the store and eventually ended up meeting back up with her mom and taking off to her house.
We sat in her living room, watching her little step brother play a video game on their XBox 360 and trying to resist from kissing her; I was addicted.

Eventually we sat on the staircase in her house and talked; pretty much the only place we could be alone without making her parents uneasy by going to her bedroom or something.
We talked for a bit, kissing between every few words and I rubbed my hands on her sides, which made her get squirmy and make little squealing noises that were just absolutely adorable.
Then, I handed her the bag with her Christmas present in it.
She knew what it was already, but seeing her eyes light up and then look at me almost to ask "Are you serious?", it was just magical.
I took it out of it's box, slipped it on her ring finger and she kissed me.
Later on that night, we laid in her bed watching The Wedding Singer, which I still haven't actually seen because we were making out and talking throughout the entire movie.
Then my ride showed up and she watched me leave, barely choking back tears after I gave her a hug and a kiss and told her that I loved her.
To Be Continued...

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